Saturday, November 12, 2011

妈妈的笑脸 My Mother's Smiling Face

(ENGLISH VERSION BELOW)

妈妈的笑脸

文/法轮功学员的女儿

【明慧网二零一一年二月二十一日】从我记事起,妈妈就被病痛缠绕着,祸不单行,她又遭遇了一次车祸,造成脑外伤综合症。病痛的折磨使她的脾气越来越坏,暴躁易怒,动不动就摔东西骂人。家中的空气都是寒冷、压抑的,我和爸爸都小心翼翼说话、做事,唯恐触怒她。爸爸也不愿意回家,经常在外借酒浇愁。我放学后,宁愿和同学在外游荡,也不肯回家。家中也很少有亲戚朋友来往,我的同学都不敢来我家,因为害怕我妈妈。如果有一天,见到妈妈的一丝笑容,我和爸爸会开心好几天。那时候,我希望长大后去当一名医生,去帮助所有被病痛折磨的妈妈们,让她们重绽笑脸。
我永远也不会忘记那一天,妈妈露出久违的笑脸,把我搂在怀里,开心的告诉我,她的好朋友张阿姨告诉她一个好消息。现在有一种功可以让她不再病痛,彻底好起来。因为腰椎间盘突出她已经躺在床上半年了,连上厕所、穿衣服常人看来的小事,对她都是一个痛苦的历程。听到这么好的消息,妈妈犹如久旱逢甘霖。那个张阿姨我是知道的,她因为子宫癌手术后一直很虚弱,我们都很担心她扛不住,不久人世。没想到她现在不但一切病痛全无,而且精神焕发、红光满面,就象换了一个人。听到妈妈的描述,我和爸爸举双手赞同支持妈妈修炼。

就是从这一天起我知道了世间有这样神奇的法轮大法。我第一次聆听到那样神奇的音乐,虽然我还是小孩子,却感觉这神奇的音乐带给我不一样的感受,犹如被圣水清洗了一番,整个人从内到外洁净。从没有看过妈妈如此快乐,和她同修的叔叔阿姨们都是好人,他们热心的帮助妈妈,不厌其烦地讲解给妈妈听,鼓励妈妈,妈妈也看到自己每天都有改变。脸上的笑容一天天的多起来,说话越来越温柔。一天,妈妈在我和爸爸面前流下热泪,说自己很后悔以前的所作所为,只想到老天对不起自己,对自己不公,心里只想着自己,而忽略了你们的感受,我是一个自私的人,我每天都失去德,所以才会受到种种磨难。看到师父的书,我才知道自己错在哪里,我终于找到回家的路了。

这才是我亲爱的妈妈啊!一个重新焕发母爱的妈妈,一个在法轮大法修炼中获得重生的母亲。是大法救治了一个被病魔折磨的母亲,也拯救了一个濒临解散的家庭。那段时间,是我记忆中最快乐的日子,妈妈和同修们一起交流心得,一起炼功,一起弘法,去帮助更多需要帮助的人们。家中充满祥和幸福的气氛,有很多人来询问妈妈,为什么会有这么大的变化。妈妈就会自动告诉他们世间有如此神奇的功法,拯救千千万万苍生于苦难。妈妈还说,有好处的事情一定要告诉所有人,让更多人获益。获益的人越多,修炼人长功也快。见证了妈妈的神奇改变,很多人和妈妈一起修炼。

我真高兴,真骄傲有一个全新的母亲。我爱大法,爱因为修炼大法而有笑容的妈妈。我希望天下所有的小孩都能和我一样有一个修炼大法的母亲,充满圣洁之光。

这所有的一切都是师父所给予的,他是我们一家人的大恩人。

这是我第一次投稿,也是我的一个心愿,想把我们一家人的事情写出来,让更多人去认识法轮大法的神奇和美好。

My Mother's Smiling Face

By the daughter of a Dafa practitioner

(Clearwisdom.net) Since as far back as I can remember, my mother has suffered from various diseases. Later she suffered from comprehensive traumatic brain injury syndrome as a result of a car accident. Tortured by her diseases, she was irritable and often cursed at people and threw things. My father and I had to be very careful and tried not to irritate her. My father would rather drink alcohol than go home. After school, I preferred to wander around with classmates than go home. We had very few friends and relatives and my classmates were all afraid of coming to my home because they were all scared of my mother. If my mother smiled a little bit, my father and I would be happy for several days. I wished I could be a doctor when I grew up to help all mothers who suffer from diseases; I wanted to see smiles on their faces.

I will never forget the day when my mother revealed her long-lost smile. She put me in her arms and told me gladly that her best friend Aunt Zhang told her some great news. There is a cultivation practice that can cure all her diseases. My mother had been in bed for more than half a year due to a lumbar disc protrusion. It was very painful for her to go to the restroom and put on clothes. I knew that Aunt Zhang had been very weak after her uterine cancer surgery. We were worried that she might die very soon, but she is now a totally new person with a ruddy complexion, high spirits and all her diseases gone. Hearing mother's description, my father and I fully supported my mother's wish to practice.

It was this day that I learned there is such a wonderful practice as Falun Dafa. When I first heard the exercise music, I felt it brought me a totally different feeling and made me feel cleansed. It was the happiest I had ever seen my mother. She and her fellow practitioners are all kind people. They help my mother enthusiastically, explain the principles to my mother patiently and encourage my mother. My mother also notices changes in herself every day. She has become happier and speaks more softly. One day, my mother told my father and I with tears that she regretted what she had done before. She said that she only cared about herself and didn't pay attention to our feelings. “I am so selfish and I lose virtue every day. Therefore I have suffered so many hardships. I realized that I was wrong after reading Master's book. I finally found my way home.”

My dear mother has truly renewed her maternal place in the family and has experienced a new life from practicing Falun Dafa cultivation. Dafa saved my mother from various diseases and also saved a family that was about to break up. That was my happiest time in my life. My mother and other practitioners practiced Falun Gong, sharing experiences together. They promoted the Fa together and helped those people who need it. My family atmosphere is full of happiness and harmony. A lot of people came to ask my mother what caused the huge change. My mother told them that there is such a wonderful Dafa that saves hundreds and thousands people. My mother also said that she would tell everyone such wonderful things so more people would benefit. Many people have joined my mother to practice after witnessing the amazing changes in her.

I am so proud of my new mother. I love Dafa and my mother's smile from cultivating Dafa. I hope all the children in this world can have their mothers cultivate Dafa. Master gave us all of them and he is the great benefactor of our family.

This is my first submission. It is also my wish to write down the story of my family to let more people know the wonder of Falun Dafa.

Watch this MTV - DEAR MOTHER:

(http://youtu.be/tek2GDsACJI)



From -
http://www.minghui.org/mh/articles/2011/2/21/妈妈的笑脸-236607.html (Chinese)
http://clearwisdom.net/html/articles/2011/2/28/123517.html (English)